Jealous

The poem I am jealous of is the poem Dog's Death by John Updike strangly enough.  The reason I choose this poem is because if you own a dog and actually care about it you cant help but feel emotion when you read this.  Its not the poem exactly that I am jelous but the emotion that this poem can create.  When I read it I felt sad I was thinking about my dog thinking he is getting old and he might pass soon.  It just created sad emotion for me then when nelson talked about it I knew I was not the only one who felt something.  I am jealous of the writers ability of making some one feel something, when they read a poem I dont care what emotion it is I just want them to feel a strong emotion.

Complaints

I'm tired of people being fake!
I'm tired of people lieing
I'm tired of people holding their thoughts in so they dont hurt your feelings
I'm tired of pressure
I'm tired of having to worry about who is really a friend
I'm tired of stereo types
I'm tired of being pushed aside
I'm tired of being compared to my brother
I'm tired listening to people's ignorance to others
I'm tired of my word not being enough
I'm tired of not being listened too
I'm tired of self rightous people
I'm tired of backstabbing liars
I'm tired feeling irritated
I'm tired of not hearing the truth!

Love is

Love is a light cutting through the dark
Love is pushing through the pain
Love is that moment your heart skips a beat
Love is asking how your day went every day
Love is listening to someones problems when they need you
Love is being there even when its not a good time
Love is staying with someone even in the hard times
Love is lamp....
Love is giving your life
Love is being ready to change
Love is wanting to change
Love is taking the blame
Love is taking the pain

Train of thought

What is that thing called when they show you those little ink blots on a peice of paper and tell you to tell them what it looks like?  I can never find out whats thats called.  Whats that other test called were they say one word and then you say something back!!!  Still no clue, why do they have all these stupid tests but no names.  Well atleast I dont know the names.  I hate trying to remember names I cant ever do that, why cant every one be named steve!  Steve steve steve.  Like that monkey in that movie cloudy with a chance of meatballs.  That was a good monkey, that was a good movie!   I wonder if this is really what Nelson wants to see in a journal a bunch of random thoughts.  I gots lot of random thoughts I am not sure thats what he wants but then again this is my random page so I can write what ever random thing I want!  Is this random though if its suppose to be something we want to right about then is this really random if its what I want.  But if I am just writing down my thoughts as they come through me it must be random... or not random because I am thinking it.  Unless its completly random of me to write this just out of my head.  How does a train of thought lead you from one subject to something completly unrelated I mean not even close to the starting subject.  It also seems to happen alot when your talking with someone and both people just keep on talking until its at a completly random spot, most the time atleast its completly random.